Yes?' said the Doctor, with evident
constraint. `Bring your chair here, and speak on.'
He complied as to the chair, but appeared
to find the speaking on less easy.
`I have had the happiness, Doctor Manette,
of being so intimate here,' so he at length began, `for some year and a half,
that I hope the topic on which I am about to touch may not---'
He was stayed by the Doctor's putting out
his hand to stop him. When he had kept it so a little while, he said, drawing
it back:
`Is Lucie the topic?'
`She is.'
`It is hard for me to speak of her at any
time. It is very hard for me to hear her spoken of in that tone of yours,
Charles Darnay.'
`It is a tone of fervent admiration, true
homage, and deep love, Doctor Manette!' he said deferentially.
There was another blank silence before her
father rejoined: `I believe it. I do you justice; I believe it.'
His constraint was so manifest, and it was
so manifest, too, that it originated in an unwillingness to approach the subject,
that Charles Darnay hesitated.
`Shall I go on, sir?'
Another blank.
`Yes, go on.'
`You anticipate what I would say, though
you cannot know how earnestly I say it, how earnestly I feel it, without
knowing my secret heart, and the hopes and fears and anxieties with which it
has long been laden. Dear Doctor Manette, I love your daughter fondly, dearly,
disinterestedly, devotedly. If ever there were love in the world, I love her.
You have loved yourself; let your old love speak for me!'
The Doctor sat with
his face turned away, and his eyes bent on the ground. At the last words, he
stretched out his hand again, hurriedly, and cried:
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